DIRECTION

where is my DIRECTION??
I lost it again...
Final is coming...
i haven study at all..
L-A-Z-Y...
playing mood is more than study mood..
mana pergi my study mood??
faster come back arh??
I need it....!
My brain xant function well with stupid problem..
i wan to quit my agreement with my owner..
because i gonna move to new house soon..
staying wif my hiao geng.
if i wanna move out i shuld be find a person to replace my room..
but the problem is my owner gonna sold the room when the agreement is end..
so that it is impossible for me to find a person to replace my room..
and after 3 month she need to move out...!
so what shuld i do??
worrying the deposit cant get back??
worrying too much d...
make me hard to focus to the studies...
help me please....
FIND BACK MY DIRECTION...!

.:.elaine.:.

APOLOGIZE

sorry... mr teddy bear..
no matter how many times i say sorry..
i know it is hard for you to forgive me...
we cant enter into relationship but we can be the best best fren..
i so glad, when i sad u be there for me..
give me support, happiness...
thank you..
human is complicated...
like to think too much...
i m the one...
i care too many...
i very care my appearance..
it hard for me to believe why you like me??
why you choose me??
i m not that good plus i m ugly gal...
i also hard to believe you like me??
what the outsider will think le??
they also hard to believe it arh??
how come a guy will choose a ugly gal be his gf??
ppl will laugh like the hell... u know??
wat i will feel??
i no have confidence at all arh...
please dun come and drop it to zero arh...
cruel to you also cruel to myself...
i let go a GOOD guy...
this is my lost...
you will find someone like you the most in the future..
god will always bless you...
thank you for caring and loving me...
hope you understand my decision...^^

.:.elaine.:.

BEST MEMORIES IN MY LIFE

gal and boy...
dun simply DRUNK when sad...
i do a BIG wrong..
mabuk like a hell...
keep vomit... painful..
so suffer...
keep talk rubbish, nonsen...
do many stupid action...
jump pool, hug tree and so on..
1st time in my life...
i do so many idiot thing...
shy le for wat i m done when i in mabuk..
hope no ppl recognise me...
sorry frenzzzzzzz........
make you all worry about me...!
i promise myself i wont drink anymore from 2day..

.:.elaine.:.

COMPLICATED HUMAN

why start the wars again??
why cant stop it and become normal back..
dun keep tell me who wrong who right?
i m not a child...
i noe how to differ which one is good which one is bad..
no need you come teach me..
this kind of people really nothing do..
keep cari pasal.. wtf..
i dun wan see my friend sad because of u..
please dun make everything become complicated..
chance is given to you..
but you keep make people angry..!
what for le??
make people around you feel that you are so "fan"
haix.... no point for me to scold you..
just hope one day you can reliaze that you are doing a big mistake..
god pls bless her....
my dear fren, dun care her ba...
let her be wat she wan?? talk wat she like...
we be ourself... and enjoy our happy life...
she just jeolous that we having a happy life...
stay happy ya.. and be strong...!
we always will support you gal...
hiao group always be there for you...^^

.:.elaine.:.

NOSE PLACING

wat happen to me??
I go "NOSE PLACING"...
it is a berita terkina for all my frenzz..
all say me become BAD gal d...haha..
but for me it is ....NEW style for me...haha
CHANGES IN MY LIFE
at the 1st really ma fan when wash face..
but now still ok la...
at least i like it so much....
many ppl say so pain so dun wan to placing..
so is mean i m BRAVE? wakaka..
actually it is not pain like they think...
when i wanna placing that moment i
also so scare...
i also dunno when that sales gal placing for me..
i just hear "pliah" sound..haha...
then my tear fall down... T.T
it is normal... haha
I like my NOSE the most now...^^

.:.elaine.:.

UGLY

AM i UGLY?
the answer is YES...
in a fren party a guy tell me that i m UGLY..
wow...a nice shoot..
you are the 1st guy say so to me...
deeply in my heart i m injury..
my confidence drop to ZERO...
thank you for let me know that i m UGLY..

.:.elaine.:.

TIRED

recently really damn tired....
in the 72hrs, i sleep only 10hrs..
rushing 3 assignment..
wow...break my records for the 1st time...
feel so stress , emotional and disappointed...
in the process of during these assignment... T.T
however all is gone when all assignment is passing up...
thank you, my group mate....!
1st thing i do after i submit all my assignment is.....SING K....!
but a bit tired ba... so like no mood to sing..haha...
after SING K.... i really cant tahan d...
just like a died fish...
lay on the bed and slep till morning..
i over limit d...haha^^
really pig arh me.... ^-^
just leave one test... BF test...
i will become bak a normal and free person..
waiting the day reaching....
Wednesday is my BIG day.....
like a prisoner that will get their freedom soon...

.:.elaine.:.

OLD PICTURE

find this picture at old album...haha..!

so memorable...^^

i m so small that time... 2 or 3 yrs old..

the little cute gal stand at the 1st raw wear green color dress..

my brother is hide behind my papa...he shy..

time really pass so fast...

8 kids in this picture all growth up d...

papa,mama,aunty, uncle all become old d...

haha...!

MISS THE MOMENT

.:.elaine.:.

CONGRATULATION

GOOD NEWS
my best frenz have bf already...!
LIM FONG LING
finally u get what you want
as ur frenz i am happy to hear it
you must always happy ya...
if he make you sad.. tell us..
we will "chop"he arh...^^
People say when someone in love,
she will be the most beautiful girl in this world..
i agree... u look glad..!
after you see this dun terbang ya~ haha...
Congratulation ya..

.:.elaine.:.

英文原來可以害死人的

媽媽學英文-

有一天, 我正在看 VCD, 老媽捧了一本書進來.
老媽:「這個 "I don't know." 是什麼意思?」
我說:「我不知道.」
老媽:「送你上大學讀了幾年, 你怎麼什麼都不知道?!」
我說:「不是! 就是 "我不知道" 嘛!」
老媽:「還嘴硬!」說完老媽給了我一巴掌.
老媽:「那 "I know." 是什麼意思你應該知道吧?!」
我說:「是 "我知道" .」
老媽:「知道就快說.」
我說:「就是 "我知道" .」
老媽:「你身痕是不是?」
我說:「就是 "我知道" 呀!」
老媽:「知道你還不說! ? 不懂不要裝懂!」
老媽又給了我一巴掌.
再問你一個」
老媽:「 "I know but I don't want to tell you." 是什麼意思?」
我:「………………」 打....
人們常說:「學習是痛苦的歷程.」不過我不明白, 為什麼受傷的總是我.
我媽學英文的熱情日益高漲, 因而我的苦難就日益加深.今天, 她又來問我了.「兒子啊!」
老媽:「"I'm very pissed, don't bother me." 是什麼意思啊?」
我說:「我很煩, 別煩我.」
老媽:「欠揍! 跟你媽這麼說話.」
於是! , 我又挨了一巴掌.
老媽又問:「"I didn't hear it, can you repeat." 是什麼意思呢?」
我說:「我沒聽清楚, 再說一次.」
老媽又說了一遍:「I didn't hear it, can you repeat.」
我說:「我沒聽清楚, 再說一次.」
我:「噢～好痛!」
老媽再問:「"What did you say?" 又是什麼意思呢?」
我說:「你說什麼?」
老媽作勢要打我,「算了! 問另外一句.」
老媽:「"Look it up in the dictionary." 是什麼意思呢?」
我說:「查字典.」
老媽:「叫我查字典? 那我幹嘛問你?!」
這次, 我挨了兩巴掌.老媽又問:「"You'd better ask someone else." 怎麼翻呢?」
我說:「你最好問別人.」
老媽:「你是我兒子, 我問別人幹嘛? 你又在身痕了.」
老媽又給了我一巴掌.
老媽:「我再問你.」「"Use your brain, and then think over it ." 又是什麼意思呢?」
我說:「動動你的腦子, 再仔細想想.」
老媽:「死仔,還敢耍我?!」
我:「嗚~~~~ 」

CONFLICT

conflict always happen between frenz..
no matter how good the friendship,
there always will have some misunderstanding
one word TOLERANCE...!
when there is an problem,
you should tell he or she..
if you keep silent and keep all in heart...
who will know??
this will only make a gap between you and frenz..
sometimes when there is a problem incurred
trying to think back...
izzit this is your problem or other???
maybe all happen is because of self attitudes?
dun just blame other for own self wrongness..
it will make frens feel angry and hate on you..
slow slow they will try to leave you..
why wan be like that??
it is very ALONE without frenz around..
the best solution is find out the wrong areas and change it...
frenz always will give you a chance..
in this world who no do wrongbefore...
it not too late to apologize for the wrong doing...
appreciate all the frenz around us... ^^

.:.elaine.:.

BALIK KAMPUNG

finally i can HOME
already i month no go back le..
really really MISS home..
this time i will back for 4 day~
hukasaka..hukasaka..
i already plan wat i wan to do when at PERLIS..
1. go out wif papa and mama (it is great! all is pay by them..save $)
2. decorate my room (with lucky star)
3. hang out wif fren(yum cha, 38)
4. go jalan jalan cari makan (more of the time is LAKSA)
5. buy present for my beloved fren (YR and MA who will birthday soon)
6. have a treatment for my hair ( to help my kering hair)
7. buy printer + format my laptop (virus again....!)
*maybe have some adjustment on my planning..*
by the way....
i have to finish my TAX and COMPANY LAW assign..
i think it wont bring any affect to my planning...^^
PERLIS wait me....
2moro 5sth i will be there already.. =.-

.:.elaine.:.

FEEDBACK

viewing ur friendster... viewing ur picture...

feel like wanna ask you :

"how are u recently??"

stupid question...^^

time really can cure everything...

when all turn to zero..

means all must start back from beginning...

this is a LOVE games rules..

i wan to say thank you for everything you did to me..

let me know the meaning of "xin fu " before..

sometimes think back all our sweet memories..

heart was bleeding...T.T

if that times all not happen, how we are 2day??

if that times not so sturborn what will happen to us 2day??

izzit happy ending??

all already is PAST TENSE..

nothing can change already.. one word REGRET

as time pass~~~!

people will change and become more mature..

learning how to take and put.. give and take..

life will be more wonderful....

.:.elaine.:.